A memoir: Leia-James Skywalker Ward

I wrote about 5 Stages of Grief: On Breaking Up six years ago. At that time, I never had “a family member” who died and got me crying for days, I didn’t know what loss really means. Until a month ago, when I had to let go of my unborn baby for critical reasons. A moment…

You Know Nothing: Death

In the past three weeks, Callum, Simon’s youngest son has been mentioning death more than 3 times to me including today. He said “you die” then I replied “not today” or “I die when I die”. I guess, he is in this phase where he is curious about the concept of death. I don’t want…

You know nothing: Falling in Love

The title sounds like bullshit already. But there is truth in there, I know nothing about falling in love with someone.. as I might never did. What is falling in love feels like? Excitement to hear their voice? Dilated pupils when we see their face? The comfort when we smell their scent? I felt all…

You Know Nothing: Friendship

They say, the older we get, the harder we form friendship with new people. Well, not in my case. In my early age, I never had a group of special people I belong to. When some people has bestfriends since they were kids, I don’t. Mostly because I no longer able to get along with…

You Know Nothing: Dating

I was a dummy on dating arena. Everytime I met a guy that I like, I would be completely stupid and clueless. Well, not that I am a pro now, but it turns out that getting old and met various types of men gave me some interesting perspectives you might want to know. I haven’t…